Summary...

I haven't posted anything in yonks.

Plenty of reasons for that, but mainly just being too caught up in RL, that I didn't have the mood, time, nor inclination to recap my days as they progressed.

Hubby just left. Two whole days earlier than he planned to, I might add. But work called him back (yes, I'm very sure it's work), and I feel cheated out of precious time. Time we've had only in spurts to mend what's been damaged between us. It being the Chinese New Year holidays, he had to come home out of obligation, but I think we've managed to take positive steps towards reconciliation and reunion.

I'm glad. More glad than I can say, that I chose to love and forgive, rather than extract my pound of flesh (that many believe I richly deserved to claim). It's been an absolutely tumultuous few months. No, scrap that. Year and change. My, how time flies when you're miserable and emotionally churned up.

I don't know if I'm jumping the gun by saying we've managed to work things out. I daren't build up my hopes, just in case he has another change of heart. But I will say that I conducted myself well, and chose not to let anger over-rule all my other feelings. That's my own little personal triumph, and even if things go south again (please God, don't let it though!!!), I know that I did my best, and did nothing to be ashamed of.

So, friends who might stop by here for a quick read, I just want to say: I think my marriage is A-Okay. For now. And that I'm sorry if my whinging and constant emotional outbursts might have ticked any of you off. All I can say is, I was provoked!! :)