Argh, sometimes I'm just full of shit...

I can hear the hisses in the background already :p Sometimes you say??? Perish the thought. Try MOSTLY :p

Yes, thank you. Moving on. I keep telling myself and whomever's unfortunate enough to be within hearing range, that I'm a very self-aware person. I pretend my EQ is higher than my IQ (which isn't saying much, because I'm only a few points above Forrest Gump. Really)...

And I have chronic foot-in-mouth disease.

*sigh*

I didn't start my day mad, but I definitely built up to it. And by the time I went out for lunch, I was unreasonable. Was it my friend's fault? Not really. I'm a real jerk without even trying. But I tend to nurture my discontentment, and have problems putting old issues away.

I made a comment about being true to oneself. I'm afraid I only practice what I preach when it's convenient to me. Isn't that usually the way? I'm much too shallow and self-centered to be able to commit to that philosophy 100%, but I'm at least giving it the ole college try.

And now I'm going to irritate myself with these lame self-justifications.

If you're gonna ask me what the fuck I think I'm doing, I'm gonna tell you I dunno. I don't. But at least I've recorded my day with some accuracy, if not coherency. Thank you, that is all.

p/s: I am NOT ranting. I'm just emoting. Babbling...whatever!!! :p