And the Word for the day is:

Trepidation....

I guess I'm going to admit that I'm a big coward. I mean, why deal with something, if you can just as easily run away from it, right??

I may be quite aggressive, but I don't like confrontations. If that isn't a paradox, I wouldn't know what is. That being said, I've found that facing the music is sometimes a lot less painful than I actually think it's going to be. So, you can say I'm permanently in a state of trepidation :)

That being said, I did have lots of fun tonight. I really miss my old office. And here's a thought. I'm really not very good at saying goodbye. Maybe it's just another version of preserving my bridges, rather than burning them behind me. I dunno. Although I feel like I'm on the verge of burning one of them at least: This school that's already shut down, but the previous owner is still taking a cut of my fees.

Like: whutevah....

I think I was operating half-stoned today. I got on the stationary bike, pedaled all of SIX minutes, got off, half-heartedly did my weight circuit...finally got on a cross-ramp machine, switched my iPod to Video, and walked off a good portion of the movie.

I still haven't caught up with my sleep, and I'm too wired to close my eyes to do just that right now. Fuck.

I gotta try. I want to squeeze in some sleep tonight, PLEASE GOD!!!! I've got a long day tomorrow, and it's only Sunday *whimper*